Absurd

In the words I find Joy,
The self sours high,
Life has no meaning,
Death is the only ending,
Conquer the absurdity of being alive,
By doing what helps you escape from wondering ‘what to do in life’?

Restless

Am restless.
Heart is feeling restless.
Mind is the evil one,
Heart is the Saviour.
Mind offers options,
Heart offers truth.
Easy to follow the mind,
Courage needed to follow heart’s wishes.
Sometimes it is difficult to know,
Is it the heart or the mind, speaking
Most of the time mind wins,
But heart gets its way sometimes,
And the life is beautiful.

Memories

Where do they exist?
In the brain, or in the heart.
Memories.
Many have faded, just gone
Memories.
Many are still alive, can still feel those moments
Memories.
Helps to connect with old friends
Memories.
Make up the life story
Memories.
Joyful moments, sad moments, silent moments
Memories.
Desire to capture, and relive
Memories.
Wish could remember some of the forgotten
Memories.

Pessimism

Do you think pessimism is bad? I don’t think so. I have found in many situations that being pessimistic helps out. I am a programmer, and a pessimistic one at most times. In many programming situations, I tend to be pessimistic which helps to figure out loopholes.
The problem with pessimistic attitude is, when one allows it to overwhelm one’s mind to such an extent that it prevents one from taking an action due to fear of negative result.